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今週の火曜日の朝、
とても憂鬱だったので、
希望退職募集制度の申込書に必要事項を記入し、
いつでも提出が出来るように準備していた。
とうとう、申し込みはしなかった。
２０人いたチームは、今やたった６人。
自分が何故残れているのか、上思議。
今後、どうなるのか、とても恐ろしいが、
ヤコブがエサウを恐れながら帰ってきた時に
予想に反して暖かく迎えられ時のように、
待ち構えているものが"imaginary threat"であることを信じて、
頑張ろう。
気持ちを入れ替えねば。
今は訓練の時だ。
On Tuesday morning,
as I was feeling melancholic,
I filled in the application form
for the company's voluntary redundancy program,
preparing to submit it
as soon as I made up my mind.
I didn't apply for it in the end.
What used to be a team of 20,
is now down to just 6.
I can't understand how I'm managing to survive here.
It's scary to think what's going to happen from now,
but like Jacob,
returning to meet Esau with a great fear,
only to find that it was just an "imaginary threat".
I'm praying that it's going to be like that.
I'm praying that God will protect me whereever I go.
Now is the time to train myself.
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