夜、葛藤を覚えながらも、フォトグラフィーのクラスに行く。
時間がないので、写真の課題をやるのをいっそ諦めてしまおうかと考えたが、
せっかくここまで頑張ったのだから、まあ適当にやり続けることにした。
結果がCでもDでもいい。別に資格が欲しくてやっているわけではない。
頑張りつづけることに、意義があるんだ。
GMが倒産の危機にいる記事を読んだ。
人間窮地に追い込まれれば、なんでもできるんだと思う。
今日は３０枚以上、焼いた。
暗室で作業していると、心が落ち着く。
I thought for a while, that maybe it's better to give up my photography coursework and not go to the class tonight.
But, I decided to go at the end.
I thought, I've attended most of the classes since last year and have taken lots of photographs and
it would be such a shame to give up at this stage.
They say 'it's just AS level photography' and perhaps getting C on it or B or even A will not do me any good.
But I guess I'm not doing it to get a qualification.
It's just goes against my conscience to give up at this stage.
Having just read an article about General Motors being in a predicament.
I thought people can exert amazing power when you got a cliff one step behind you.
There's even an old Japanese saying , 'to put your soldiers infront of a river' so that if you go one step back, you'll drown
but since you're in such a situation, you'll fight desperately to beat the enemy.
I printed more than thirty photographs tonight.
I feel so calm working in that dark room.
Yesterday Tomorrow
1 year ago